Bittersweet Life...

Saturday, December 31, 2005

gdbye 2005....

well, 2005 is definitely a year that i will cherish. a year when im separated frm dearest close frens. a year when a whole new life begins for me. a year when new, close & special ppl enter my life. a year when new bonds are made. a year when old frenships are strengthened.

a recap:

the O level results were quite satisfactory... considering the grades i got for both maths and sci. im proud of my classmates who strived all the way... hey, i miss 4g. missing u ppl loadss...

soon, it was time for me to enlarge my circle of frens. i must say, it was hard for me to get "connected" at first.... u noe, like who really are my frens. who to trust. and who are just another being. ups & downs, definitely a phase that i couldnt run away frm.. stress... insecurity. as time passes by, i've learnt abt a group of boys with more depth which i hope i could depend on frm time to time. in that period of time, i got to know a group of girls who adds joy to the daily routined sch life. in addition, the cca ppl... the ppl who i got to know accidently... well, i can assure u that i've not regret getting to know these ppl.

it was the year which froced me back to studies. time to hit the books again. time when reality hits me. and im glad it did. it was a lil bit too late... but, hey, better than never.

it's also a year where i appreciated old frens more.... missing their company every now and then. it's a year when we struggled to meet up... but that made us treasure each other...

i guess that's all... b4 i become tooo emotional... heh...

toodles all.. happiieee new yr... =)

Smashed into pieces at 12/31/2005 11:29:00 PM

Friday, December 30, 2005

juz took my medication....

feeling really drowsy now... prolly heading to bed after this.

sorry elfi.... heheh.... but, hey.. u were smart enuf to find out urself. =)

Smashed into pieces at 12/30/2005 09:13:00 PM

i didnt go for the d&d at hq coz im sick.

flu.cough. coming up next: fever, i guess.

so.. stayed at home the whole day. sick of the tv and dvds. thus, i decided to change my bloggie's skin after quite a while. it has been quite a while aint it? hmmm... anyway.... found this really nice one... but then, i realised tt it was feli's. heheh.. so... in the end, i settled for this. =)

i hate falling ill. like seriously... it's soo torturing. like all ur limbs will juz go weak. for me.. i will be weak all over.... then, ill get real mooody... feel provoked easily... and the usual, loss of appetite.

new year's juz ard the corner. new resolutions? anyone? does anyone ever stick by this anyways? well.... if i think of some, ill put it up.. but for now, i dun think i have any... and dun think i wanna have any. i mean, wat's the use? when i know i would never stick by them.

i guess im back to blogging. gd? bad? yes.. no... maybe... i dunno. i dun care.

ill update everytime im bored and not lazy. so, now, im bored and not lazy. rite. i've started my crapiness.

ta~

Smashed into pieces at 12/30/2005 06:30:00 PM

sheeshh.... irritatingness is getting onto me... dunno y. argh!!!

oh watever.

Smashed into pieces at 12/30/2005 02:45:00 AM

another update once again.

it's 0239.

went ice skating on tuesday... it was awesome, although i pathetically dunno how to skate. it was such a chore yet fun learning how to skate.... and yes, did managed to fall once. =( hehhee.....

an outing with the girls and charles yesterday. although it was a short one, it was fun. thanks babe. we made chaos at delifrance and kinda get sotongz into trouble. hahha... sorry babe.

todae, will be like a d&d thingy at HQ.... wonder how it'll be like.

"Love is friendship, if there's no friendship then it's impossible for me to love her"

go figure. =)

im falling ill. hating it.

toodles.

Smashed into pieces at 12/30/2005 02:31:00 AM

Monday, December 26, 2005

hi all!!

well.. i dunno if anyone is still reading my lil bloggie... but wat the heck.

juz felt like typing sth.. coz im bored.

term tests are over.... now entering the 2nd week of term break. sch resumes back next week. cheerios or sadness? i dunno.... had e-learning week last week... crappiness. still have 2 modules not yet completed... but deadlines are still far. yes... procastinatn. aint tt my forte.

back-tracking to the week b4 elearning... on the last day of the term paper.... family and i went to kl for a short vacation. i spent quite a lot ahh.... went there by train. yes. by train. believe it or not. ade kereta, tk nak.... well, i actually regretted suggesting to the parentals abt travelling there by train. the journey is sooo torturingly looooong. anyhoos.... yea.. tt's how.

fyi, im officially wearing contact lenses.... yup. =) officially wearin contact lenses since saturday.

my term break is pretty so-so.... goin out tmr! weeeee~~ goin out on thurs too with sec sch peeps.... it's girls' day out!

honestly, i totally wanted to blog certain stuff down for the past few weeks... bt.. laziness took TOTAL control of me. y m i not surprised. hah.

ok. im hooked to PCD's stickwitu. juz random-ing... wateva.

todae is the parents' anniversary.

oh yeahh.. btw, i broke down after the programing term paper. yea. such a demoraliser. well, nt many ppl saw me cry. it's definitely embarrasing, bt it made me feel good.

when will my next update be? i duno.

ur warmth and comfort is lingering...

tt's all, i guess.

ta~

Smashed into pieces at 12/26/2005 09:02:00 PM

Saturday, December 10, 2005

sch's goin great lately... been on the roll.. studying and revising and doin tutorials religiously...

term tests starting this coming mon... wish me all the best ppl.

juz tot of updating...

police academy shiftin to a new home soon... how sad. i somehow feel emotionally attach to it...

life's good. not so dull.

ad's back in SINGAPORE!!! hahha.. cant believe she's back...

im involve in various stuff at the moment... i have a feeling i wont peform so well for my given tasks... im kinda bored with all the leading and planning shit.

toodles ppl.

Smashed into pieces at 12/10/2005 09:47:00 PM